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Very Last Post : Digging into the deepest part of a heart , having no choice but to say farewell...
Sunday, August 22, 2010

Thinking through every single thing that happens during the past few months and I questioned myself.

Was it what I really wanted ever since it begins all the way till now? My answer is No.

What do I really wanted myself? My answer is to able to have someone that I loved that was always by my side showing love and support.

Is what I doing now everyday leading to what I wanted? No, it doesn't. It only tiring me out. Making me feel miserable.

Why am I having insomniac every single night thinking about all these stuff? I don't know either.

Saying it after questioning myself is simple. But doing it out wasn't as easy as you think. What would finally be mine would end up come back instead.

I guess no more discussion or arguments are needed anymore. You no longer have to think about those stuff and worry about. I will *try* to be alright. Kinda saddening to see this happening every single day between us.My answers are absolute. He's around I wont be there. I dislike shared memories with other people , so yeah be it. So its better not to ask those questions if you would have already know the answer itself.

Times has changed. There wont be a topic anymore  if I never bother to start one.

Hopefully after all these are over , if feelings are still there. It would be nice though like what you said we shall see how by then. I don't feel like being treated as a substitute anymore. Talk about it when you feel that its the time to slot thing out if you feel that you would already have an answer.


There will be only a place I would update if I updating. You know where would there be (:

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会いたくて　恋しくて　離れて あの日はもうこない
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